Thursday, February 28, 2008

the printing press: churning it out in monotype

Short and sweet this preamble shall run; the outfit concept you are about to witness is based on my earlier printing error (a misnomer, I now realize). The difference is that, in this iteration, each outfit is limited to a single print. Also, I've finally got a tripod courtesy of my sweetheart, and let me tell you it's nice to get back to doing timed photos (which I used to do with a makeshift rig during my blogging infancy). As you can see, I've compensated for the lack of verbiage with copious amounts of self-indulgent getting jiggy with it.

dreamecho blog blogger outfit style fashion stripes stripe striped

Stripes: Gap multi long-sleeve shirt, H&M purple/gold shirt, H&M blue/white corset, Wet Seal tan/navy tube top as skirt, Music Legs black/sheer thigh highs, Abaete for Payless pumps, F21 black "dagger" necklace.

dreamecho outfit style fashion plaid

dreamecho outfit style fashion plaid

Plaid: Second-hand red/white/other flannel dress, F21 grey/blue/other wiggle dress, H&M greyish-blue/white flannel, second-hand red/black boys blazer, Nine West black gladiator sandals, various gold chains.

dreamecho fashion style blog space dye outfit

Space-dye: Thrifted navy/grey/aqua airline (?) ruffle blouse, Esprit de Corps maroon/peach/other dress cut into tank top, UO cobalt blue/magenta knit jumper worn backwards ($4!), H&M grey/white skirt, multicolor leggings, UO grey suede wedges, H&M cobalt blue/metallic scarf.

dreamecho fashion style blog animal print outfit

dreamecho fashion style blog animal print outfit

Animal: H&M white/grey/black leopard bow blouse, F21 creme/brown/yellow cheetah sweater, F21 black/white zebra tunic, thrifted black/white giraffe skirt, black/white spacedye socks, Jeffrey Campbell white jazz shoes, F21 black/olive bow hat, H&M bow belt from pants.

Background images: Stripes, plaid 1, plaid 2, space-dye, animal 1, animal 2.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

department of parkas and re-creation

Shapeshifting my clothes has turned into a veritable pastime of mine...albeit an unintentional pastime, but nevertheless time-consuming enough of an activity to be worthy of many a dreamecho blog post. While scurrying around in front of my overflowing dresser drawers (garments perched and primed for the impending Great dreamecho Dresser Drawers Avalanche of February 2008, yes indeedy), trying to outfit myself for one thing or another, I oft get drawn into a trance. Buttons, zippers and pull-ties lure me in with their siren calls, enticing me to blissfully yank and fasten. I swivel and twirl, rotating garments 90 degrees counter clockwise with respect to a bird's eye view of the plane parallel to the ground. And so on and so forth.

the_kitten recently completed various and astonishing transformations with her H&M parka, so I decided I better get on it and post my own languishing photos with a slightly different H&M parka. (One which, featured at top left, Lauren and I both own.) Equipped with the aforementioned snaps (down the center), zips (also down the center) and pulls (at the waist), this blushy pink outerlayer is perfect for a game of Twister: The Fashion Version. The key here was that I started with the parka upside-down, i.e., the neckline points downward while the hemline points skyward. Arms still go into the sleeves. After that, it's all about making use of the functional bits. Through all of these mutations, I never once fully had to take off the parka.

Exhibit A involves gathering the bulk of parka forward and tightening the waistband around my neck. The bunched-together mass causes the zipper to swirl.

Exhibit B now relies on the bottom hem to step in as the neckline. To get the image on the left, I merely folded down the hemline to make a sort of elongated collar. I achieved the look on the right by overlapping one side and buttoning the front three buttons near my actual waist.

In Exhibit C, I think I look like a hot air balloon! Anyway, this version required me to flip out the real bottom half of the parka. This half is inside out; you can see the vertical seams. I tightened the drawstring around my neck again and then did a couple of buttons to accentuate the balloon effect. Up, up and away!

Friday, February 22, 2008

michela gattermayer of velvet magazine



There is something so uplifting to see a person with joy in her eyes. Last summer, I thought I'd have to dig in deep and dig out my Sherlock-style deerstalking cap, like I did with Rei Shito of FRUiTS, to find out who this beaming woman was. Eyes and cranium tilted towards the sun, she of the grapey tunic-dress, brilliantly graphic clam-diggers, sturdy rugged hiking sandals (love!), brown Prada fringe bag, bright lips and lank hair was a sweet sight of life to behold. I was immediately captivated by her outfit and aura; that she was much older than the majority of us who shall be reading this post was irrelevant to me. As I write this in February, several months later after the original photo, I still feel exactly the same way: I'd gaily don such an outfit right now, and I'd hope to exude such self-possession and happiness later in my life.

Dig out my detective cap I did not need do; she, eyes a-twinkle, has appeared yet again on The Sartorialist with her distinctive tote. This time, a couple of discerning commentators stepped up and identified her as Michela Gattermayer, Director of Italian fashion magazine Velvet. Go figure -- of course she works for a magazine! I just adore her. There is nothing more to say.

...Ahem...except that I need to clarify something: After going through the comments on the original summer photo just now, I realized that some people did in fact reveal her name. I guess I was just so not interested in reading about how people refused to comprehend her "uncouth" choice of footwear ("Birkenstocks"?...um, no), her stringy mane, her everything ad nauseum. As I wanted neither affirmation of my own feelings from the minority yay-sayers nor an unnecessary exercise in patience, I chose not to immerse myself in what was largely ignorance. (Skipping over the comments was ignorance on my own part, which I gladly 'fess up to.) Michela is herself, decidedly so, and she is happy. That is more than enough for me.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

lust, caution


'Twas more than a few years ago that I began to shop online, even though I lacked regular use of the Internet at the time. Since I couldn't look at the merchandise at my leisure, I'd scribble out a list of apparel and accessories I found appealing from, say, Urban Outfitters or dELiA*s. (Yes, I grew up in a state that, to this day, does not have a UO. But maybe that's a good thing.) Each product would be accompanied by jottings on price, desired size and coveted color. Sometimes I'd even compile images of all the things I wanted in a Word document, then print them out on paper. Then, anywhere from a few days to a few weeks, I'd carry that list around with me. Whenever I had some time to mentally wander, I'd take my list out and ruminate over whether those items fulfilled my deepest desires. Or my most basic needs. Either way, I'd cross off item by item 'til my catalog was whittled down to only the best (and, of course, what I could afford). Then I'd rush to the computer lab at school and in a breathless exhilaration start clicking on the "Add to Cart" or "Buy Now" buttons.

Nowadays, my Internet access is thankfully more regular. However, I still tend to keep a list of things that I'm tempted to buy so that I may contemplate fondly (or talk myself out of) more purchases while on the bus. I've been keeping these lists in my all-purpose mini-notebook or on random scraps of paper I find on my desk, but seeing this Want Book on {A} makes me want to consolidate all my desires into one such tidy stack of bounded papers. I've already brushed off one of my leftover, large spiral notebooks and started sketching away at, in a novice manner, various heels I'm craving from Zappos.

The philosophy behind such a book is one near and dear to my heart. As I mentioned in my ode to Bona Drag (not to mention in many other less obvious circumstances), I take my time while falling in love. Sure, when I see some enchanting, feathered accessory or darling cross-chest leather satchel, my heart oft dares to reply with a lusty, "I want you! I must have you!" And for sure, I don't dare to deny that I desire it. However, the issue always comes back to appreciation (a major personal theme of mine). Gaining appreciation for something takes time. In the same way that one may fall in love at first sight, the relationship only deepening and blossoming with time's perception and understanding, so do I have similar bonds with my frocks and flair. And so, I proceed as simply as this: I try my best to only buy things that I significantly appreciate. Sure, I don't premeditate every purchase from H&M (uh...actually almost none of them) and there are the occasional impulse buys (which are actually my way of practicing making quicker decisions and breaking my turtle ways). But on the whole, especially since I make much of my purchases online and see so many marvelously enviable items featured on your blogs, I do have the time to recognize the greater value (or lack thereof). So take that time I do.

This Want Book is symbolic of the slowing down process; it is a tool to help us gain control over our whims and wants. I don't want to live my life in the grip of insatiability for worldly goods. There are far more important things I want to devote my thoughts, my time, my energy towards. My goal in life is to be the best human being that I can possibly be, and I won't let greed or superficial, mindless consumption overpower that. Though I shall always adore and yearn for clothes with the most frolicsome of joy, I want that joy to be uncontaminated, unburdened by guilt or anxiety. In my heart of hearts, I know that this can only come to one who has complete mastery of herself: organization in one's finances, full belief in oneself, optimum physical and mental prowess, possession of and allegiance to high moral standards...essentially, performance in life to the best of one's abilities. Fashion is not a discrete category in my life; it is connected to the very essence of who I am and how I act. By no means have I achieved total discipline over all aspects of my life; I am, however, better off striving than not. I refuse, refuse, to let my relationship with fashion be a desperate, eternally unfulfilling, only partially satisfying pursuit. My hope is that one day my love for fashion will be a sheer, unbridled delight, liberated and pure like the rest of my life.

I'm proud to say I'm getting there.


Monday, February 18, 2008

to be me or not to be me, that is not the question

Several posts ago I was asking for advice on a possible, no-actually-not-really, nevermind outfit for a fashion show I was about to attend. Even as I was posting on the outfit, I already suspected I would not be wearing it to the event. I simply wasn't quite feeling it at the time. (However, due largely to all of your great feedback, I do now feel like I could step out of the house wearing that exact look! Also much kudos to those who gave me additional tips on how I could improve or vary upon it. I've taken those tips to heart and have definitely incorporated your style wisdom into my repertoire.)

Because I was strapped for time, I decided to go with something that felt like me. It wasn't the splashiest thing I could have worn (while still feeling like myself), but better to feel confident and a wee bit plain than awkward and flashy. (Of course, ass-kicking and spectacular is often optimal, but you can't win them all, especially when you haven't allotted proper time to come up with said optimal outfit.) To answer a question that some of you asked, the event I attended was SEAMLESS: computational couture, held at the Museum of Science in Boston. 'Twas a marriage of fashion and technology. Stay tuned for in-depth coverage...the brain is not up for a full-on summary in the wee hours of the morning. (What am I even doing awake at this time?! Must. Get. Off. Internet.)

H&M pink skin organic tank top, H&M gold wool vest, Burfitt blue skirt, WeLoveColors purple tights, Aerosoles red patent leather mini-wedges, Gap black/white striped scarf, Linnea Pelle brown leather belt.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

a twinkling through the cobwebs and storm clouds

emma cook london fashion week autumn winter fall fw 2008 dreamecho

Of the Autumn/Winter 2008 shows thus far (that is to say the few that have managed to sneak their way into my field of vision), only the Emma Cook show in London has lodged its prickly little spikes into my heart. Cook's sinister tie-dyes, sheer chiffons like whispering shadows and intricate fishnet-and-lace tights weaving up the legs like vines all creep their way into the dark corners of my thoughts. Though cobweb and storm cloud dresses drip fluidly, their ominous essences floating around the body, heart-shaped bustlines, a sprinkling of dark stars and ruffles (a perpetual dreamecho fixation, mind you) bring that playful, girlish wink I so treasure. Ink blot PVC leggings bring a sexed-up shine to the mix, while hints (or outright full monochrome outfits) of seafoam, olive and aging yellow add a decaying sort of lightness. Finished off with boots more worthy of and robust enough for stomping through graveyards than on merely refined marble floors, these outfits need to be in my closet. Now. I am going to stomp, stomp, stomp away from the computer, in my own black-as-death Doc Martens, until one of these printed dresses magically materializes before me, like a vision fully manifested.

emma cook london fashion week autumn winter fall fw 2008 dreamecho

Background images: (1) Cemetery trees, Sutton, MA. (2) Cemetery mist.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

with a little help from my feathered friends

dreamecho feather fascinator hair clip bona drag

Coming from an academic background with a focus on research, I'm a stickler for giving due credit where credit is deserved. In fact, I find it unconscionable to do otherwise. That's why you so frequently find other blogs embedded in the text of my posts. If it's so much as an idea or turn of phrase that inspires me, I do my darnedest to properly recognize the source.

This time, credit clearly goes to Susie of Style Bubble for bringing the feather fascinator to the masses. Ms. Bubble herself found out about it from her readers when she posted on her enthrallment with Nora Zehetner's accessories in the film Brick. So, perhaps a significant bulk of the honor also goes to the mysterious "Sophie" for classifying this rare breed of head adornment and "Laura" for providing Susie with that fateful Etsy link. (Oh, dear. I am getting rather far down the rabbit hole now....)

When I first sniffed out Nora's fascinator and then a year later, Susie's, I had to file away my fancy for flight, figuring I'd come across my own version in due time. That time has finally arrived. I've found my own fascinator from none other than my beloved Bona Drag. I could spend all day chatting about how I want to wear my fascinator with everything, how it adds an earth-witchy vibe to all I wear, how it makes me feel just a little more romantic and kind-hearted. Or, you could just peek at lovely early birds Jennine of The Coveted (don't miss the new and improved The Coveted!) and Rhiannon of Liebemarlene Vintage. Those two women's styles make my heart go all a-flutter....

Monday, February 11, 2008

finding fashion and florals amidst the island cityscape

While I was in Honolulu over the holidays, one of the things on my to-do list was to venture over to the Urban Pacific Holiday Sale. Formed by the enterprising Lacy Matsumoto, Urban Pacific provides Hawaii designers and retailers a platform for showcasing their work through fashion shows, exhibitions and marketplace-style events. The holiday sale flyer boasted goods from boutiques MisFortune, Bamboo Sky, The Butik, Exclusive and Soleil, and designs by Roberta Oaks and Ginger 13. Though none of these entities has ever really been a 'must' for me, I know there are always gems to be found everywhere...and to be honest, I'll take any opportunity to support my local fashion industry.

dreamecho urban pacific honolulu hawaii fashion shopping chinatown lacy matsumoto

When I tramped into the cavernous and dark multimedia space that is Next Door in Chinatown, I was floored. I had hardly expected it to be so jam packed! The place was sweltering, and I had to nudge my way into the throng. In typical sample sale style, there were no dressing rooms and minimal mirrors. (Incidentally, there were free cocktails...but as in my profession we jokingly admonish, "Don't drink and derive," so it goes that I also prefer to keep my shopping dalliances sober.)

After making my way through the racks, I found myself mentally coming back to one item in particular: a Sola2 floral watercolor dress with fishtail hem from Bamboo Sky. I pulled it on over my existing outfit (which incidentally happened to be my Chloe Sevigny for Opening Ceremony inspired one) and patiently waited for another woman to finish her preening in front of the mirror. My own prolonged narcissism then ensued. Finally, I made up my mind; that the desire for feminine florals had been satisfied and that the dress had been marked down to $40 from $120 were the clinchers. You've already seen me wear this dress in the dead of Boston winter, so you could say I shared this new purchase with you in a rather ass backwards sort of way. Tell me something new, dreamecho....

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

double the flavor, double the fun

A while back, Lauren from Fops and Dandies and I bonded over many a mutual sentiment. There were the loves of French cinema, certain skinny (sometimes partially) white boys, images of cartoon food and, really, just the act of eating in general. We discovered a shared distaste for contrast stitching on leather bags. ("It cheap-ifies a bag," we nodded our heads in unison.) Most notably, though, we realized that we coveted many of the same things and even bought many of the same pieces.

So, one day last fall it occurred to me: Why don't we do a joint dress-up post, where we each feature our own twists on the same garment or accessory? Though our wardrobes overlapped significantly, we were certainly two different people with two separate styles. I pitched my idea to Lauren, and she signed on excitedly. We worked out the details together, coming up with six shared items.

Here you'll find our personal takes on three of the pieces: (from left to right) a H&M grey cardigan (a very malleable piece if I ever saw one), a G.V.G.V. for Uniqlo shirt, and a H&M pink parka. Lauren's adaptations are on the top row; my translations are on the bottom row. Now stomp on over in your bitch boots to Fops and Dandies for our renderings on the other three items.

Lauren (1) Anthropologie knit hat, self-knitted cream scarf, H&M taupe cardigan, H&M grey cardigan, my college's sweatpants, Converse Chuck Taylors high in pink gingham. (2) Fred Flare sunglasses, Theory blazer found at thrift store ($6.25!), GVGV for Uniqlo shirt, DIY pony bead necklace, thrift shop sequined sweater worn as skirt, Abaete for Payless pumps. (3) Straw fedora, DIY rose necklace, Betsey Johnson lace jacket, H&M parka, white knit tights, thrift store brogues.











dreamecho (1) H&M grey cardigan, F21 blue flutterwing jersey top, F21 charcoal grey pencil skirt, black tights, Dolce Vita silver jazz shoes, various black necklaces, Urban Outfitters black leather ruched belt, black armwarmers. (2) G.V.G.V. for Uniqlo shirt, Old Navy cropped creme cardigan, H&M brown stretch skirt, nude fishnets layered over navy tights, Ash black lace-up booties, vintage men's tie, F21 black stud bracelet. (3) Zucca white jersey dress, H&M pink parka, H&M gold wool vest, white anklet socks, Moda Spana taupe suede wedges, F21 tan bead necklaces, rope trimmings.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

i'm doing swimmingly, just swimmingly, my dear

dreamecho fashion spring flower floral swim bathing cap hat

Spring is nigh - in the fashion world at least, if not by the calendar. Though I'm still fancying and donning turbans (which methinks are merely more elaborate, mystical versions on the sporty beanie), my weekend's eBay digging unexpectedly followed the upcoming season's requisite florals to their logical headdress conclusion: vintage floral bathing caps have now captured yours truly. How perfect a manifestation of femininity, the mind exulted upon discovery. How simply lovely, the heart rejoiced. With all that cerebral and cardio exertion, I was left gasping for breath in sheer delight. I ask you, How perfect would such a blooming headpiece be atop avant garde black sweaters or a basic jean jacket? Atop slouchy heather grey sweatpants, even? I am utterly fixated on the bathing cap bouquet as my new consummate counterpoint to all that is fierce, rugged or tailored.

dreamecho louise goldin swim bathing cap fashion spring 2008

For those less inclined to the flora, there are those more pared-down swim caps. With fruity yum colors like bubble gum and apple green, one could easily channel the Louise Goldin's Spring 2008 space-swimmers aesthetic that I so drooled for.

dreamecho fashion spring swim bathing cap metallic turban hat

Then there are the streamlined metallics, looking somewhat turban-esque. Less obtrusive, but transmitting the bewitchingly aquatic nevertheless.

Auctions have unfortunately ended for all but the two punch colored ones; links are here and here should you so desire them.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

the perks and jerks of being a dresser

[Note: I intended to post some accompanying runway photos that I previously found on Bostonfashion.com, but I cannot for the life of me find them any longer on that poorly organized website. Apparently I missed out on my chance when I failed to download them at the time. *sigh*]

Some of you may recall my earlier post on Boston Fashion Week. I puzzled over if or how to get involved, but eventually snagged a slot as dresser for the Samuel Vartan show at Hotel Marlowe. The event happened way back in September of last year, but I've been mum on the subject as I wasn't sure how best to share my experience. At first I launched into my piece as though I was telling a sweet little tale: I began by describing my path to the hotel, how I skipped along the cement roads of Cambridgeport, under the ominously grey skies. After awhile, however, I realized I couldn't sustain that kind of enthusiasm for the duration of the story (all six hours of it!), so I've decided to just tell it like it is. Apologies in advance for any boredom or blah-dom my drab narrative causes.

First of all, I was just about bubbling over with anticipation at the chance to be involved. So excited was I that I did in fact skip along the cement roads of Cambridgeport! (And yes, that was under ominously grey skies.) When I arrived, the doorman let me in to what was a rather posh, boutique hotel lobby. I disorientedly padded my way across the plush, scarlet carpet, up a slowly curving stairway, all the while trailing a ways behind a serenely elegant yet modern girl. Admittedly, I was first drawn in by her confident stride and posture and her chunky gold necklace plate, but it soon became clear to me that we were heading in the same direction. (Thank goodness...because if we weren't going the same way, I would have just been admitting to a moment of fashion stalking.... Which I think I just did anyway...!) The girl and I were both led to a conference room. There were ten or so other women there, lounging around on vast business-like office chairs. Greetings went around the room, the girl and I took seats, and small conversations resumed. Eventually I rustled myself out of my turtle shell and started mingling with others: The majority of the other dressers were still in college (MassArt, MFA school, School of Fashion Design), and the one model who had showed up early was actually pre-med at Tufts. (As I would later find out, most modeling in Boston is like a part-time job to make a few extra bucks while in school or whatnot.) The rest of the models would show up later, as they had been walking in Michael De Paulo's couture show.

During a lull in the dialogue, I hopped over to the racks of outfits to take a peek. The pieces were already grouped together by model. There were ten models in all with each model having four outfits, resulting in 40 outfits overall. Supposedly, Vartan's clients were high society women and working professionals who favored traditionally sexy, modern-day apparel. This translated into sleeveless V-necks, high side-slits and general body-conscious silhouettes. I took the opportunity to run my digits over velvets, pleathers, stretchy synthetics and lace, examining the cuts closely. There was a touch of vampiness to it all, but in a more subdued and classic way. Vartan is known for working with leather, but I'm not sure if that was present. By far, the majority of the clothes were dark colored: blacks, blood reds, indigo, maybe a pair of grey slacks here or there. At one point, I held up one of the evening gowns to myself and found that the "ankle length" hem trailed across the floor. I knew I was no shorty, but boy did I struggle to imagine the height of the models....!

As the small talk dwindled down, I found myself most intrigued by the girl I had originally followed in. Perhaps it was because she was the only peer I had there (we were both out of college), but we soon discovered a myriad of similarities: same age, same eating preferences, in equally long-term relationships with our boyfriends and, of course, similar loves for fashion. In spite of the interesting evening I was to have ahead of me, I have to say that the nicest thing to happen to me that night was getting to know this sweet lady, Allison Abrams. A full-time Assistant Buyer for a workwear company, the entrepreneurial Ally also runs her own wardrobe consulting company, Polished Wardrobe Advising. For now, I won't say much more about how stylish and talented she is, but you can be sure this isn't the last you'll hear of her on dreamecho.

So back to the event itself.... I called this post "the perks and jerks of being a dresser." The perks, obviously, were meeting people like Allison and the general experience of being part of a fashion show. Although there weren't any "jerks" per se, I definitely saw some flaws in how things were handled. The designer told us to show up at 5 PM, but we didn't even start working until 7:45 PM. For the first two hours, we dressers just sat around chatting, studying, staring off into the distance and wondering when things would start happening. In that time, we got one tiny little platter of hors d'œurves which basically amounted to me getting one miniscule cracker topped with a dab of tasty spread and an itty bitty button mushroom. Tasty, yes, but nowhere close enough to satisfy the hunger of yours truly who was once nicknamed "The Bottomless Pit". Considering that there was no recompense, that we were waiting for almost three hours and that many had paid for their own parking, some actual nourishment should have been provided. At 7 PM, several of us finally hightailed it out of there over to neighboring CambridgeSide Galleria for some real food.

When the models started arriving from the previous show, there were no chairs left for them to sit on (us dressers had taken them all). The models plopped down on the floor in a cloud of makeup, hairspray and pouty aloofness. modelBOSTON 2007 winner Kristen Kish was amongst the group; I took quite a liking to her outfit of navy blue button down cardi, grey scarf, skinny jeans and flats. A classic, even common outfit for sure, but executed perfectly. Seeing all the models sprawled about on the carpet in the effluvia of femininity reminded me of the multitudinous backstage photos we've all seen on style.com. Some of the models were really not that much taller than I, while others made it well past the 6 foot mark. Being that there were more dressers than models, Ally and I teamed up to dress a model named Anne. Anne, as we found out, was actually a determined architect whose eyes crinkled up with the sweetest smile that just melted my heart. At 6'2", however, Anne towered far above our heads.

Ally and I familiarized ourselves with Anne's clothes and accessories so that we'd be ready for the upcoming outfit changes. There was a little more downtime, with models getting their makeup done. Soon enough, though, we were told to start getting the models dressed in their first outfits. We suited up Anne in her first look, as did the other dressers with their models. Then the models filed out into the hallway. A chilled silence fell over the previously bustling conference/dressing room. But before we dressers had a chance to get used to our idleness, the first model pranced back in, stripping off layers along the way. The rest of the models trickled in, in various states of dress. Anne, being the last model in the lineup, returned and Ally and I quickly helped her into her clothes and shoes. From that point on, the dressing room was in a perpetual state of frenzy. Some of the items, like a slim pair of leather trousers and various accessories, had to be shared, so as soon as one model had slipped off her accessories, another model would be headed out the door putting them on. The dresser's function, as far as I could tell, was simply to make sure that the model was properly dressed before hitting the runway. In our case, it didn't necessarily mean that we had to literally dress Anne every step of the way, but rather to have her clothes and undergarments ready for her and be ready to assist with fastenings and such. As easy as the job sounds, I realized that I really had to be on my toes. I'm starting to get a little cliche-happy here, but every second counted. You know all those backstage videos we've seen, where the head dresser is chanting, "Go, go, go!" and "Where's Mariella? I need her now!"? Well, it was just like that! The energy in the room was just incredibly high.

After we had finished getting Anne suited up in her final gown, Ally and I snuck around to the event hall and watched the models strut their stuff. In all honesty, I was completely amazed. Backstage, many of the models looked like any other slouchy girl you'd see on the street, and the clothes were relatively plain. But the additional jewelry, combined with the models' perfected walks and postures, transformed the clothes. It was all in how they carried themselves -- with their shoulders thrown back, the sashaying models became inspiring and even worthy of admiration. (At this point in my writing, I find myself once again irritated that the photos were unavailable. Grrr! The photos weren't amazing, but at least you could have gotten an idea of what the show looked like.)

The show came to an end with the models marching down the runway and posing in a staggered line up. Samuel Vartan entered last and accepted flowers. After helping myself to some finger food, I made my way backstage to help pack clothes up and gather Anne's belongings. When I once again found myself outside, under the now dark Cambridgeport skies, I quietly reveled in my newfound experience.

But how does one wrap up a story like this? It took me four and a half months to find the momentum and words to share with you my tales of being a dresser. Now I'm finally done. Sometimes (erm, often) I'll feel the need to take apart and analyze things, but this time...perhaps I've already said everything I need to say.